aYu’s Babbling..

Holaaa… long timee me no write in here eyh.. hehehe..

me very the lazy lately..well bukan la lazy sgt.. been very bz wif work and other stuffs.. hence, i don’t have the time to spend to sit down and think of something "creative".. or at least something readable for my fellow audiences in here.. haha.. ok pls ignore my membebeling dah mlm2 nii…

i was going through some files i have in my humble acquaintance @ my beloved notebook… bumped into a .txt file… it contains something which i guess i’ve typed aagesss ago while some ideas came gushing out of this tiny puny lil "creative" brain of mine.. i must have saved it and never had the time to publish it… or perhaps i didn’t feel like publishing it at that time…

so here it goes…something for u to read and ponder, if u don’t have anything else to ponder upon ;P

have u ever been in a situation,
where u’ve given your all
put aside other people’s thoughts and opinions
when you just followed your heart & your instincts
in hope to get something in return… something, at least..

but then again when you’re just hoping too much.. (perhaps dreaming too much..)
and u don’t get anything… except for frustration
u start to question.. (lotsa questions..) about everything..
and u start regreting
reminiscing the past..
hating the present..
wondering bout the future..

what would u do if u’re in a situation,
where everything seems to be so messed up..
and when you’re just plain tired…

p.s.. watever i wrote above was wat i felt at that particular moment in time. not applicable now (i feel pretty sane and stable, at least for these few minutes while i’m writing this blog.. haha).. juz felt like posting it.. coz i think it’s good ahakss.. heyy why waste something as good+crappy as this utk sendiri baca jer kan?? (puji hasil writing sendiri :P)

saje jer nak menyinggah kat sini.. rindu plak kat my blog!
me ngantoks.. nite2!!

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-aYu-