aYu’s Babbling..

lately people has been throwing & shoving their tantrums at me

everywhere, anywhere

must i always be the punching bag?
am i such an easy target?

pms, stress, pressure, watever u call it..
i have mood swings too.
i have lotsa work too.
my life isn’t that great as well.

sarcasm sure isn’t helping.

i feel sick. my head is spinning.
my back..goshh u don’t know how it feels, the pain is killing me.
everything is jumbled-up inside my body.

a short-term solution for this, might be comfort food, self-pampering or retail therapy session?

maybe a carton of ciggy might help?? (it seems to help a lot of people? really?)

or i’ll juz need to runaway somewhere..
to a place where people aren’t always pissed-off at something or someone.
where people aren’t selfish. is there such a place?

or i should sit in my lil corner and shut myself from these self-damaging "virus"? ..coz it seems to be spreading.

or maybe i need to start joining this bunch of throwing-tantrums-at-people people?

somebody help.. :}

*naper april takde public hol? rasa nak cutiii…

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-aYu-